Greedy Pig

Friday, 24 August 2007

I've lost every ounce of self-control that I used to have. Lost total control over my willpower to resist temptation to snack or not to overeat. I've been overeating ever since I reached Aus. Everyday, I tell myself to not overeat, not touch that chocolate cookie, that muesli bar, but I always end up munching on sinful food.

Situation has worsened. Tonight, I whooped down 2 packets of instant noodles. Slurped up even the last strand. I'm not exercising and yet, I'm still eating more than what my body requires.

Staring at my own reflection in the mirror, I can see myself getting rounder and rounder. Yet, I can't stop. Day by day, I'm getting immuned to the fact that I'm gaining weight. Last time, I would be so terrified at the slight thought of myself putting on weight.

I haven't stood on a weighing scale for months. I haven't got one in Aus. I worry abt the outcome. It's definitive that my weight has increased. But the question is... by how much?? Can I handle the truth? Will I just wallow in self-pity and continue my terrible eating habits?

Enough of hiding in ignorance, no matter how bliss it is. What I need, is a weighing scale. I need my wake-up call.

Me
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Hui Ying here. A simple and sporty gal with v picky tastebuds.

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I LOVE food! BUt I'm a v picky eater who eats only the tasty stuff. My greatest love is steaks.
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